Today’s writing prompt is: If you could change one thing about your life right now, what would it be?
Just one? Whining is not the answer to this question, although I do feel like a whiny brat saying that anything needs improvement because life isn’t so bad. But they asked, so here it goes.
If I could change one thing about my life right now, it would be to feel more permanent. We’ve been in limbo since before our wedding, and we are slowly leveling out, but if we knew where we will be for the next two years, even, that would be an improvement on where we are now. Right now, besides clothing and our laptops, basically everything is in storage, waiting for a home to be put to use in. We’re not allowed to decorate. We didn’t choose any of our furniture. It seems to be a silly thing to be upset over. But I don’t feel like I’m at home. And I just want to feel like we’ve started life together. I feel like we’re being held back. I wish we could move forward in our home, in our place, no matter how small or how old, apartment or house, but ours.
I’m trying to be patient, and I’m really thankful that we could find a place that allowed us the flexibility we need right now. But it could be better. And I blame Pinterest for all the great home decor ideas that are making me yearn for one now.
Is there anything that you would change about your life right now? Are you in a state of limbo as well?